Joining form my babes~

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Name: Yukiteru Jason Reed
Gender: Male
Age: 14 years old
Grade: Freshman (9th)

Personality: At first when you meet him Yuki can appear rather careless and silent, always in thought or daydreaming. He will only think, and only speak when he needs to, like when someone asks him something. He’s a very emotional boy and rather scared of how others will think of him, so that’s why he keeps himself hidden in the shadows, and he won’t come to you unless you’ve come to him first. When he speaks his words are rather blunt, often speaking with not more than one to three words, and barely a full sentence. He’s shy and careful and likes to think things through first before acting. Don’t think of him as too careful though, because he will tell you about his sexuality straight away; it’s his defensive mode, because this way he’s able to see your reaction. If your reaction is bad, he will have no liking towards you, and will probably ignore you just to make sure he won’t get mentally hurt again.
However, when you get to meet him a bit better, you will get to see Yukiteru is rather smart and sensitive, sweet and caring; he loves to play games and to act, and he will always help you when you need him. He will still be shy and hide in the shadows, but he will sometimes smile weakly at you and actually greet you or ask how you’re doing, even if you’re not the one addressing him first. He will be a bit more open to you, but still he will prefer to stay on his own, because he’s afraid that if he will trust someone too much, that trust might be crushed.
But finally winning his trust, you will have a friend for a lifetime. Yukiteru will care for you and help you, even when that help isn’t really needed. He will make jokes and laugh, and try to make you feel better when you’re sad or feeling down. And he will love to play even more games with you. Win his trust and he will become an open book to you, to you and you only, unless there are more people who have won his trust just like you did. He will laugh and sometimes even giggle like a little school girl, and act like way younger his age. He’s fourteen, but sometimes he might act like a ten-years-old or twelve-years-old, making fun like he should actually do. He’s also obsessed with cats; give him a cat or show you like cats too and he will be all over you and fangirl with you about cats, together. He’s often seen hugging, cuddling and kissing cats, and often feeds stray cats and their young when walking across the street. A real sweetheart with a heart of gold, but afraid and insecure.

History: Yukiteru had a very weird and rather hard past.
He was born on the 1st of January, right after the beginning of the New Year. He was born during a cold stormy winter night, the water frozen so the taps couldn’t be used. His father had wanted a girl but his mother was happy to have him either way. But because his father preferred a girl he was named Yukiteru, for short Yuki, which was an unisex name meaning snow, though it sounded more girly. Because his father preferred a girl, and because Yuki was born during a terrible snowstorm. Yuki wasn’t considered very normal, being born into a cult who worshiped God and saw the government and others without the same faith as enemies and betrayers. It was not that they wore weird clothes or whatever, they just all lived in a town, a whole community as one; all children went to the same school and those born in the cult's community actually never left.

Yukiteru was raised in this cult and taught that God was life and everything they had wished for. If he would worship God, he would find eternal happiness. However, Yukiteru didn’t feel like he belonged there, he didn’t feel like he belonged anywhere. His cult hated ‘difference’ and kidnapped people who were ‘different’ from them, for example homosexuals and people with a different faith, and sometimes even sacrificed them to their god. That's how crazy his cult could become. Even though they looked like normal people on the outside, they could be harsh and cruel on the inside and their teachings were rough on the children. But for the rest of it all, they lived a rather normal and quiet life.
But Yuki was special, because his father was a rich businessman; Yuki didn't go to the cult's special school, he went to a normal school with normal children outside their town.
And outside the cult, going to school and everything else, Yukiteru didn’t feel at home with the ‘normal’ people, either; they knew he came from a cult, and so they treated him and laughed at him, bullied him and beat him. They made fun of him, but that was mostly because they were scared of him. Yuki's family loved God but the normal children thought he loved the Devil. At least, Yuki was a devil's child in their eyes, because he was different. Yukiteru didn’t belong anywhere, he felt like a useless rat trapped in an endless maze full of troubles and pains.

When he was five years old, only a week after the birth of his younger brother Jesse, his mother died in a car crash, after she had left a party at a friend’s house and had gone home, driving drunk. That was the day his father turned even more cold towards him. He and his father never really had shared a bond and now that his wife was dead and his father turned depressed, it only seemed to become worse for him. Jesse was the second born son and even though he was a boy as well, their father loved him more than he loved Yukiteru, which was rather strange. But Yukiteru had learned to accept it, because he knew that he had been different from everyone else from the start; he guessed his father could feel he was different, as well.
The moment Yukiteru found out he was different was when he went to a school’s party when he was thirteen. He had never had any friends and was hated by everyone, but he still wanted to go because he didn’t want to miss out on important things, whatever those would be. That’s when he met a boy called Brandon, and his life changed forever since; he found out he liked boys, that he loved boys, and didn’t feel a single feeling towards girls. It was a total shock to him because he knew he was ‘different’, and his cult didn’t accept ‘difference’. If he would tell his family, his church, they might end up sacrificing him, hurting him and killing him, like they did with all the other ‘different’ people. Because they looked nice and peaceful, they were not. So he decided to keep his homosexuality a secret from everyone.
After months of keeping his sexuality a secret, he finally snapped under the pressure of his father disliking him and loving his younger brother more. One night he knocked on his father’s door and was let into the man’s room. Yukiteru cried that night, he cried because he was afraid, he cried because he had kept a terrible secret, and he cried because his father didn’t accept him anymore; he was gay, he was different, he had betrayed his own father, family and church by being different; he had betrayed their god. And who betrayed God was a demon and part of the Devil’s army himself. At least, that's what the cult believed, that's what 'they' said.

His father was ashamed, his father was furious, he hated his oldest son and would do anything to make his life miserable; he hit the kid, beat him every day, almost every hour of the day. He would curse at him, call him the Devil’s son and pray to his god to make Yukiteru ‘normal’ again, but praying didn’t work, and it never would. After being beaten and living in fear in his own house for two months, Yuki ran away from home. He had betrayed his father, he had dishonored his own father. He felt different and useless, he felt like he didn't belong in this world, like he shouldn't be alive.
That night after running away from home he stood in front of train tracks; he had enough of it all. He just wanted to end it all. A train came and he made himself ready to jump, to end his life, because he didn't think straight. But at that moment he was snatched away by someone and hugged tight for the first time since his mother had passed away. It was a woman that had saved him, she took him in after that horrible moment in his life and cared for him. However, it was Brandon’s mother; the mother of the boy he liked.

He found the courage to tell Brandon his feelings for him after a few months of living with them, but in the end it only made things worse; Brandon started to ignore him and once again his trust in people faded. Brandon’s mother felt the tension between the two boys and decided to take her son’s side, calling Yukiteru's home and sending the boy back. All these few months his father had been looking for him, but their meeting wasn't all that happy. Yuki was hit by his father for being a disgrace and running away. Yuki didn't want to live there anymore, he hated his father and he made sure to tell the man. So eventually the man came with a decision and decided to send Yuki to another high school out of town, but it was a different school than he had gone to before. It was Back Rose High, a high school for the bit more rich kids, and Yuki got a dorm room there. It was not that his father actually did care about him. It was just that he couldn't kill his son or leave him out there on the streets, but he just wanted the boy out of his sight. He didn't want to care for him anymore, so he paid for the school just to get rid of the boy. But Yuki didn't mind, because for the first time in his life he finally felt some freedom.

Subject: Re: Joining form my babes~ Sat Aug 22, 2015 11:25 pm

Accepted, please post biography and then you can join in the roleplay.

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