Name: Siyounen (pronounced Shōnen) Azuma
Personality: Siyounen is sweet and caring and a very shy person. He’s often alone and barely talks, making him quite the outsider. This includes that he has almost no friend ever accompanying him, not during classes or breaks at school, nor when going to the movies or any outside school activities.
Siyounen has schizophrenia and this way he often struggles with hallucinations like voices in his head or strange visions, and anger attacks. Due this disorder he has alogia; a poverty of speech, causing him to respond to someone bluntly and cause long blunt conversations, rather detailed. He also suffers from thought blocking; he can have this amazing idea, but all of a sudden something keeps him from progressing his ideas and realize them.
He has these ‘negative’ periods which can take days, weeks, months or even years, depending on the situation. These ‘negative’ periods include sleeping for hours, having lack of energy, depressions and bad moods; constantly wishing himself dead and inflicting pain upon himself.
Siyounen also has, besides these ‘negative’ periods, ‘positive’ periods, as well. Just like his ‘negative’ periods these periods can take days, weeks, months or even years. These include hyper active behavior, lack of sleep and constantly feeling fully awake (not tired at all), too much energy and due too much going on in the brain a lack of motivation because he tries to solve multiple things at once.
In these periods Siyounen tends to get overloaded with ideas and thoughts till he just breaks down and gets into his ‘negative’ periods again, continuing this loop of ‘negative’ and ‘positive’ periods and his change of behavior. Still, there are these times he’s in none of the two periods, but his complete shy self, often helping out others when they need help and being on his own because he’s too afraid to make friends or start conversations.
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