Boy's dorm

Roki quickly started to make the milk for the baby kitten, grabbing the powder from on top of a small cabnet. He rushed over to the mini fridge, grabbing a tiny clean bottle and some baby water. He set to work heating up the water in the microwave, quickly pulling it out and placing the bottle down in it.
“What's his name? See? It's okay, you don't have to be scared. I won't hurt you. You will get some yummy warm baby milk soon~”
Roki giggled innocently, closing his eyes and facing Yuki. “You would make a good nanny, Yuyu~” He said between giggles, turning back to finish the bottle. “He name though is 'Puffy'”
The boy grabbed the bottle up, popping the top on and shaking it up and down to mix the ingredents in. He cleaned off the fridge top, mostly pushing all the items into a box off to his right before turning to face Yuki and the baby kitten.
Slowly he walked over, not wanting to scare the baby who was starting to let out soft whimpers of hunger. Roki reached out to take the baby back before getting a idea and smiling at Yuki. “Hey you wanna feeds him~?”
Thinking quickly he grabbed the baby kitten from Yuki's hands, taking the boys arm and dragging him behind him. He headed over to the bed and pushed the boy down quickly, shoving the baby into his hands.
“Okay so this is how you hold his butt...” He murmured as he moved Yuki's arms around, showing him how to hold the baby. “Mhm then like this with his head... Yep~” He giggled as he looked Yuki's over, hiding his arms behind his back.
Suddenly the kitten began to cry out loud, causing Roki to jump and stare at the baby. He then remebered he had the bottle still and quickly popped it into the baby's mouth, hearing the kitten shut up instantly and began suckling on it.
Roki sighed and sat down next to Yuki, holding the bottle as the boy held the kitten. “Almost forgot I hads it heh...” He said to Yuki, smiling weakly before looking down at Puffy. Large adorable watery orbs looked up at him as the baby drank.
“So... you um... s-said you like kitty ears and stuff too?” He asked quietly, his cheeks heating up a bit, curious to hear if he had heard the boy right. He blinked at Yuki as he waited for a responce, to embaressed to say anymore.

‘’You would make a good nanny, Yuyu~ His name though is 'Puffy'.’’, Roki said and Yuki looked at him, smiling brightly. He held the kitten firmly yet carefully so he would not hurt the cat, and so that the cat would not struggle and fall out of his grip. ‘’Hey you wanna feeds him~?’’, Roki then asked and Yuki looked at him in confusion, before nodding shyly. He knew how to feed a kitten, but he always was afraid he would do at least something wrong.
Suddenly Roki took the cat from him and Yuki wanted to protest, but he could not speak a single word as Roki had already grabbed his arm and was now dragging him along towards his bed. Yuki had to sit down on the bed before Roki returned the cat to him.
‘’Okay so this is how you hold his butt... Mhm then like this with his head... Yep~’’, Roki said and Yuki sighed, giggling.
‘’I know how to hold a kitten, it's not that hard.’’, he said with suddenly quite a lot of confidence. He actually remembered how to care for a kitten or cat and did as Roki told him, though more by heart himself. Suddenly the baby began to mew loudly and Yuki looked up at Roki to see the boy was holding the bottle of milk. Yuki smiled; of course he didn't have the bottle, how did he not notice?
‘’Almost forgot I hads it heh... So... you um... s-said you like kitty ears and stuff too?’’, Roki said after a bit, giving Yuki the bottle of milk so Yuki could feed the kitten.
Yuki looked up at Roki at the boy's last question, a confused look at first, before he smiled brightly and nodded his head.
‘’Yes, I have a lot of those pairs myself. A LOT. Some more breeds like Siamese cats and even the Bobtail. Others are probably made up breeds as I cannot really find out what breeds they are, but they are cat's so I don't mind. I love them all~’’, Yuki said with this big smile. ‘’If you want I can show you mine sometime and then we can play together~’’

Shun opened his eyes slowly. He blinked a few times and yawned loudly as he stretched his limbs. He rolled onto his other side and stared at the wall in front of him. He was all alone in his dorm room. Trying to remember what happened over the last week he realized he had met up again with Haya, after a year.
Sitting up straight in bed he stared at his sheets, nervously playing with his thumbs. There was a lot on his mind as he tried to remember what had happened. He could remember he and Haya had kissed in the cafe, and that after paying Haya's drink they had left for town together, that had been Monday. Shun hadn't even said goodbye to Hikaru, or Jeames and Airamyst. And he hadn't really seen any of the three around after that day, not even during school. Though, he guessed Hikaru had gone off with that girl, and he was sure Jeamesero knew the way home and that he had helped Airamyst that one day to find their way back. Still, Shun couldn't help but feel guilty. And now a week had passed, and he had done so many bad things...
He and Haya had gone to town that afternoon after meeting up again, and after that he had paid her for some dinner at a restaurant, catching up on the whole year that had passed without each other. And Tuesday, the day after that... things. Private things after school. The thoughts made him feel nervous and sick; Shun felt so guilty. He had been with Hikaru, yet he had cheated on the boy as if it was nothing, and he had done so many terrible things this week.
‘’Haya and I... we... But Hikaru... Why did I ever decide this was a good idea? I should have stayed with Hikaru, should have told Haya, but now I can't go back... If I tell her I have lied then... then she will probably be so sad. I will probably hurt her feelings... She finally loves me again, I cannot hurt her... But, Hikaru... I probably hurt him pretty bad... What do I do...?’’, Shun thought, grabbing his forehead and pressing firmly against it as he could feel a headache coming up. He let out a shivering sigh and could feel his forehead starting to sweat. This was not good, this really was not good.
Shun got to his feet and moved over to the bathroom. Once there he turned on the tap and washed his face, drying it with a towel after. There was no time for breakfast. He had woken up a bit late today, so he had to brush his teeth right away. And so he did. After brushing his teeth he went back to his room and grabbed his school uniform. Moving back into the bathroom he decided to take a quick shower; he felt dirty and ugly, after this whole week. But it was all his own fault.


After he was done showering he got dressed and dried his hair, while reading a book he had borrowed from the library yesterday; a book about civil war and other histories. Shun was really interested in history class and loved to learn more about man's past. After drying his hair and put away the book and looked at the clock that hung on the wall. He sighed and shook his head; he was actually pretty early now. He could have eaten something anyway. Shun always thought he was going to be late, and then he would hurry up and rush things, but in the end he came to realize he was still in time for whatever he had to do that day, whether it be work or school.
Today he was off, luckily. He had promised to take Haya into town again after school. Shun swallowed at the thought. He had promised Haya, while I should be him and Hikaru. But it was too late now, wasn't it? Shun sighed again and decided to take out his book and read some more before he would have to leave for school. He wanted to text Haya, but doing so would make him feel even more guilty, so he decided against it, hoping to pass the time with some old knowledge as he waited.
‘’I'm so sorry Hikaru... I'm an asshole...’’, he thought to himself and tears started to sting his eyes. He wiped them away and grabbed his schedule for today, making sure he was gonna grab the right books for school today; before he would forget any of that as he got lost in his library book. He quickly scanned the schedule for any classes he would have together with either Hikaru or Haya, or both. Because those classes would become extremely awkward. ‘’Spanish class first... then Biology class and then break. And after the first break Geography class and then I'm off. I don't have that many hour today. I'm already off before the second break. That's good I guess. Too bad I have to share Geography and Biology class with Hikaru and Haya, both of them...’’, Shun told himself in his thoughts. He sighed in frustration and put away his schedule, before grabbing his book again to read. He really didn't want to think about it right now.

Jeamesero woke up with a yawn and stretched his limbs with a smile on his face. He immediately was completely awake and jumped out of his bed. He had already showered yesterday so he didn't have to today. Getting dressed immediately he jumped back on his bed, without his shoes, and grabbed his phone from his night stand. He stared at it with a big smile as the screen lit up and he laid there on his belly kicking with his feet on the sheets. He was going to text Airamyst.
He had been so afraid at first due to his memories of Jonathan, but after spending some more days with Airamyst, just the two of them, Jeamesero had started to like him more and more. With a lot of giggles escaping his mouth he tapped the screen, sending a text message to the boy.

‘’Hey Airy, good morning! Wanna sit next to me again during the classes we share? What do you wanna do after school? Let me know~

Jeames’’

Jeamesero sent the text message and giggled again. He actually couldn't wait for a response but guessed he could get some breakfast while waiting, and feed his little baby crow, Corvo. Even though he had school five days a week and a lot of homework, Jeamesero still did his very best to care for Corvo and keep him happy. Because the little bird needed some attention now and then, too.
Jumping off his bed Jeamesero sat on his knees and pulled out Corvo's little carton box in which he slept. The bird was still half asleep and looked at him in a daze. Jeamesero laughed and carefully grabbed the crow. He took the little one to the small table in his dorm room and placed the bird on it, before searching for some food for him, as well as making a sandwich for himself to eat for breakfast.
After he was done searching Jeamesero went to the table and sat down on one of the chairs, putting the plate with his sandwich on the table while feeding Corvo. But Corvo tried to steal Jeamesero's sandwich, and the boy had to keep holding his hand between the bird and his food, getting pecked in his hand a lot. But the pecking didn't hurt.
‘’Corvo, that is mine, daddy has brought you some food here~’’, Jeamesero said with a grin on his face as he held the small bird seeds and dried worms and other bugs he had bought from the pet store not long ago. The bird looked at its food, but didn't seem to care for it much. So Jeamesero had to shove it down the bird's throat, which he hated. But he didn't have a choice if he wanted the bird to live.
After he was done feeding Corvo he started eating his own meal, scrolling through the number list on his phone because he was bored and still waited for an answer from Airamyst. His eyes fell on Shun's phone number and he swallowed, a sad look crossing his face. He felt tears sting his eyes but kept them from falling as he tapped Shun's name. He wanted to send the boy a text message but didn't know what to put in it, so decided to leave it and head back to the phone's menu.
‘’I wonder how Nii Nii is doing, he hadn't really spoken to me since Monday and it looks like he's trying to avoid us all... Ever since Haya came back he has been spending time with her, and not with us. I miss my Nii Nii... maybe he needs help. Maybe Airy and I can help him, if we know what's wrong with him. Because his actions lately have really confused me... I'm so worried about him...’’
Jeamesero sighed and put away his phone for a moment to finish his sandwich. After that he put away the dish and went to brush his teeth. But before he did that he placed Corvo on the ground, as he didn't want the bird to fall off the table and break anything. He didn't mind Corvo hopping around his room; the bird needed space and he needed to learn how to fly, and Jeamesero didn't mind the bird poop on his carpet. He would clean it after school or when he had the time.

Daigo opened his eyes slowly and blinked a few times as he groaned in annoyance. He lifted his head a little bit as he noticed the bed was quite hard. But looking around him he realized he had fallen out of bed during the night, and he had been so fast asleep that he hadn't noticed it.
With a sigh Daigo got to his feet and scratched the top of his head. He looked at his terrarium which was the home to his snake Inferno. The snake was staring at him as if he was studying his next prey. Daigo gave him a grin before moving over to his bag and grabbing his schedule. Looking at it his grin got even bigger.
‘’Oh I love Friday! I love having classes that don't happen too often! All I have today is English and that starts at thirty past twelve! Yesss! I only have one class, so I'm sure my teachers won't mind me skipping school for today~’’, he said to himself and he chuckled. He put the schedule back in his bag and then moved over to his terrarium, feeding Inferno some dead mice before moving over to his bed and jumping down on it. He tucked himself in and closed his eyes again, and before he knew it he was off to dream world again, drooling on his pillow while his arm hung out of the bed, his fingers almost touching the ground.

Trahern's alarm didn't even need to go off, he was already awake and raring to start the day. He knew he had English, Economics and Biology but he still wanted to get ready. He started doing some push ups for ten reps before walking over to feed his three snakes, Maize, Milky and Niko. Niko hadn't been fed in the longest amount of time but he was bigger so needed it less often, that was how it worked.
"I know, I know! I have your food, Niko!" He said as he dropped a rat into his small skull den like thing. Then he dropped a rat into each of the other two's pens and then walked away to wash his hands. He wasn't hungry so he brushed his teeth as well before getting out his phone and just scrolling through social media feeds, looking at images of girls mostly. He didn't have a lesson, English, until 10am but he was really bad at English. He'd still get there slightly early for once and sit in the corridor for a while but school didn't even start for another two hours so he had plenty of time.

Shun sat there in silence, reading. But reading didn't really satisfy him that much. He still felt oh so nervous even though he was trying to think of something else. Maybe because he just thought too much about Haya and Hikaru. It was time for him to completely empty his mind, get rid of all his thoughts.
He didn't do this often, but when Shun really needed to relax and didn't even find cutting helpful, he went to mediate. Because in this situation, it would be foolish, no, stupid, to even think about cutting yourself. Shun sighed put his book away, before taking a deep breath and closing his eyes. He tried to empty his whole mind, all he did was keeping his eyes closed and concentrated on his breathing. And it actually seemed to help for quite a bit. That, until someone suddenly knocked on his door.
Opening his eyes he looked at the clock and guessed it was either Jeamesero or Haya. Though, he hadn't really spoken to Jeamesero in quite a few days, as well, so he was actually sure it was Haya. Unless Hikaru decided to come along and talk to him for whatever reason. That thought made him quite happy all of the sudden, but nervous as well. What if it was Hikaru? Then maybe they could talk again, talk this out!
‘’Shun darling, it's me~ Open up sugar, you don't want to keep a lady waiting, now do you?’’, he could hear a female voice say from the other side of the door and he sighed; it was indeed Haya.
‘’Coming.’’, Shun said and he got to his feet, opening the door to his dorm room. He looked at Haya, a weak smile on his face. He couldn't believe he had cheated on Hikaru with her. Though, he sort of could believe it, too. She was looking at him, she was beautiful.
Shun swallowed, trying to stop think about it, but his body did something else than that his mind wanted. He leaned forward and kissed Haya on the lips, short and softly, before stepping aside and gesturing his hand to the inside of his dorm room. ‘’Come in.’’, he said. He was rather quiet, but she didn't have to know why. She didn't need to now he was feeling oh so terrible about this.
Because for a year he had missed her so bad, and after this long year he could finally hold her in his arms again, even though he was really nervous and really felt terrible and stupid and like an idiot.
‘’How are you? Are you feeling all right?’’, he asked her, a warm understanding smile on her face. But it was weak, as he didn't feel like smiling. And he only asked this because he knew he had to start a conversation and keep it going. Him and his 'girlfriend' couldn't just sit beside each other on the bed or some chairs just to stare at the table and not say a single word to each other.

Roki sighed softly in his slumper, nuzzling his plushie with on hand while he sucked his thumb every few minutes. A small trail of drool drifted down his pillow as he slept through a alarm that suddenly started to go off.
A tiny baby kitten popped its head slowly up, looking around in a daze before locating the item that had woke him. He stretched out his tiny paws, yawning as he did so. Standing up on all fours he shook his body, lossing his balence quickly and falling onto his side.
He mewled softly and blinked in great confusion as to what had just happened before spotting Roki and pouncing back up, rushing quickly to the boys face. Softly baby fur rubbed againest Roki's cheek and he make a few sounds that he figured were words before rolling onto his back, quickly popping his thumb back into his mouth.
The poor baby shifted with the covers at the boys sudden movement and he fell onto the floor with a pop. Badly scared from the fall tiny tears filled the kittens orbs before it broke into loud mews of fear and hurt.
Roki instantly snapped up, blinking and rubbing at his eyes with one hand as he sucked his thumb. Hearing the baby on teh floor he quickly popped his thumb from his mmouth, sliding off the bed and picking him up. “You okay? What wrong? What happened, Puffy?”
The baby stopped crying and stared at the boy, silent tears falling from his orbs. He then noticed Roki's finger and wrapped his paws around it, popping his mouth on it as he tried to get milk from it. Roki let out a innocent giggle and padded over to the counter, grabbing up a bottle of water and putting Kitten Milk Replacer into it.
He then walked to his bed, piling a few covers up before laying the kitten in the middle. Puffy started to mew again, closing his orbs as if to focus fully on crying for food. Roki quieted the kitten by quickly popping a tiny bottle into his mouth, intantly quiet as he sucked at the milk.
Roki rubbed his head softly, kissing the tiny puff and then turning towards his dresser. He rushed over, pulling out his school clothes before taking off into the bathroom. He pulled his night shirt off, pushing his pants and boxers off as well, heading straight to the shower.
He washed his hair and body quickly, stopping once he reached his bottom half. He swallowed and stared at his lower body, his gaze shifting to the floor in front of his toes as he began to remeber what Toru did on Monday.
'What did he call it again..? Or did he even tell me... He touched me and like... water came out... I didn't know I had water inside my body that did that... It's almost like... Like daddy use too... t-too...' He let his thoughts trail off, tears filling his orbs as he closed them and shook his head.
“No! Don't wanna remeber that! It hurt...” He whimpered softly, wiping his tears before covering his face with his hands. “What if I'm sick? Daddy said I was sick and Toru has said I was too... Cuz I like boys and stuff happens...”
Roki turned the water off, jumping from the bath and quickly drying himself off. He pulled on his clothes, deciding on a under shirt and pants before a long sleeve set of clothes. He wasn't sure why but he felt like he needed layers, needed more then his school uniform to cover himself today.
He then combed his hair, brushing his teeth then turning off the light as he left the bathroom. He padded over to the bed, his fingers popping together nervously before he noticed his baby kitten was purring. Puffy wiggled a bit, pawing at the air as he seemed to be smiling.
Roki picked him up, heading over to his closet and popping the baby inside a small cage before shutting the door. “Be back soon, Puffy. I... I need to get there early this time...” He turned, grabbing up his bag before heading from his room, finishing what he had wanted to say in his thoughts. '...so I can ask them... Nii Nii and Yuki... Maybe they know what the water is and how to get myself unsick... Even if it felt good I know not all good things are good for you...'

‘’Thank you, lovely~’’, Haya said as she entered Shun's dorm room, before taking a seat on his bed. She patted the sheets, next to her, as she looked at Shun with a smile. Shun stared back at her, not sure what to do. He really wanted to sit next to her and hug her and kiss her, tell her she was beautiful, but his sadness and guilt made him feel so unsure and confused. ‘’Come sit, darling. You look a bit tired.’’
Shun sighed and just stood there, not sure anymore about anything. He walked over to the bed, but stood in front of Haya. What was she planning? Did she want to do things? Like, private things? He guessed she did not, as he knew she was probably scared of those things. Well, most of them anyway, not everything.
‘’I'm good, I'm perfect. Why would you worry about that? I worry more about you, you seem a bit nervous.’’, Haya said with a smile on her face before getting to her feet and grabbing Shun by his arm, pulling him onto his bed with her. But they did nothing, they just sat there.
However, she did wrap her arms around his neck and pulled him in for a hug and a long deep kiss. After she was done she pulled back and licked her lips, and Shun blushed heavily, looking at the bed. He didn't want to look at her face right now, it made him feel quite uncomfortable, as this felt wrong.
‘’If anyone should be worried about the other, then it's me being worried about you. You really act kind of awkward lately. How's it going between you and Hikaru? I thought you were best friends, you seem to avoid each other lately. How come? Did you get into a fight?’’, Haya then said and Shun swallowed, feeling tears sting his eyes. He turned his head to look away from her even more, forcing his tears to stay hidden. He probably acted pretty weird right now, she would know now there was obviously something on his mind.
‘’Yeah, a fight... We will make it through it, though.’’, Shun lied; it wasn't exactly a fight, he just avoided Hikaru. And neither was he sure if they would ever be friends again. He truly missed Hikaru, but he felt so much shame and fear. He didn't dare facing the boy ever again. Because he had done such a terrible thing.
Haya got up from the bed and looked at Shun as her whole body turned towards him. She reached out her hand to him, as if she wanted to help him up. Shun stared at her hand as she spoke.


‘’You know, we could have had some fun times together in the shower, but it's already pretty late... We should head to school.’’, she said and Shun swallowed again, but soon he sighed. It was done now, there was no turning back from this. He was now with Haya, and he could not be with Hikaru anymore, he had destroyed it.
He grabbed Haya's hand and let her help him up as he got to his feet, as well. He kept holding her hand as he smiled weakly at her, though it was a forced smile. He grabbed his school bag from next to his bed and squeezed Haya's hand before dragging the girl after him, out of his dorm room. They had to go to school now, she was right. They weren't exactly in a hurry, but it was still a good idea to go there early to be in time for the first class.
‘’Yeah, let's go to school. I will take you to town after school, okay? You can go shop for some clothes and I will pay.’’, he said to her as he took her out and locked his room's door. He probably shouldn't have said that, for he didn't know Haya was actually using him. But he was a sweetheart and wanted his lover to be happy, so he offered it. She could use his money to buy food, drinks and clothes today if she liked. He grabbed her hand again and lead her out of the dorm building, heading towards school.

Yuki groaned when he woke up, as his alarm clock went off. He slammed it silent and cuddled his face into his cat plushy Mr Whiskers. He didn't want to get up, he was too tired still. And his bed was really warm and soft. However, his eyes suddenly shot open as his body almost went back into slumber, and he was fully awake. Sitting up straight in bed he looked at the clock hanging on the wall to see it was a little bit past 7am. He quickly jumped out of bed and got himself dressed; he would take a shower later today or either tomorrow.
He went to get himself some breakfast, making a sandwich with ham and cheese and shoving it down his throat quickly until he gagged. But he turned out to be fine and smiled at Mr Whiskers rather innocently before heading to the small bathroom to brush his teeth. After he was done with that he was ready for school. Rushing over to his bed he grabbed his plushy and hugged it tight, before placing it back on the bed and smiling at it brightly.
‘’I actually don't want to go to school but I will share some of my classes with Roki today, so I will be fine. It's fun to spend time with him, I really like him. He's cute.’’, he said to the plushy. His last words confused him slightly, though, and he stared at the ground, not even sure why he had said that. Yes, Roki was kind of cute, really cute actually, but not like that, right? Just like a good friend right?
Yuki shook the thought out of his mind and smiled at Mr Whiskers again. ‘’I have to go to school now, I will be back later. First I'm gonna see if Roki is ready for school, too~ Bye Mr Whiskers~’’, Yuki said excitedly to the thing before grabbing his school bag and moving out of his dorm room. He soon found Roki's dorm room and knocked on the door impatiently, smiling brightly at the door.
‘’Roki, are you ready for school? Come out, let's go~’’

After Jeamesero was done with his breakfast and everything else, he went over to little Corvo and grabbed the baby bird, before placing it back in it's carton box carefully. He smiled at the creature, petting it's head and back softly and carefully. The bird stared at him but seemed to like the petting.
‘’Don't worry little Corvo, daddy will be back after school~ I will make sure to feed you some more yummy things when I get back. And maybe you can finally meet Airamyst today. I will make sure to bring him over so you can play with him.’’, Jeamesero said to the bird before he slowly shoved the box back under his bed. The bird would go to sleep that way, and not worry about Jeamesero not being there to keep him company.
Jeamesero got to his feet and grinned at the darkness where now the baby bird was hidden. ‘’Goodnight Corvo~’’, he joked before grabbing his phone and looking if he had any new messages, hopefully from Airamyst. He indeed seemed to have gotten a new message.

‘’Hello Jeames and good morning to you too~ Course I wanna sit with you during class I wuv it! After school we can always go to town. My mommy gaves me some movie tickets to see a cute kids movie that just came out so we could grab a bit after its over if you wanna~ Talk more in a few meet me at the dorm enteracnce~
Airamyst~’’

Jeamesero smiled at the text message, actually excited about going to the movies with Airamyst. He would love to go with the boy. After all they had gotten to know each other and quite turned into friends, but Jeamesero felt like there was getting more to it. But he didn't bother about it that much anymore; he really liked Airamyst, and now knew for sure the boy wasn't like Jonathan at all. Airamyst would never leave him for someone else or just abandon him.
Jeamesero decided not to text back, but to surprise Airamyst by going to his dorm room. The boy left his own dorm room with his school bag and walked over to Airamyst's. Once he stood there he knocked on the door and waited for Airamyst to open.
‘’Airy, are you there still? Let's walk to school together~ I wanna talk to you about the cinema.’’, he said with a smile on his face, still quite excited. He did feel nervous to face Airamyst and talk to him, but he knew it was a positive nervous feeling.

Roki reached his bedroom door just as he heard a noise of feet rushing out side. Whoever was outside was very happy even though it was so early in the morning. He heard a boy call his name and he slowly pulled his head back, his thoughts fading as he stared at the door before hearing the voice again.
“Roki, are you ready for school? Come out, let's go~”
Roki smiled as he realized he knew who the boy was that voice belonged to. Quckly he moved his hand back on the door, pulling it open before rushing out and tackling the boy. “Yukiiiiii~!” He squealed as he knocked the boy onto the ground with his hug, nuzzling his cheek again Yuki's chest.
After a few seconds he realized how childish he was acting and pulled back, his face heating up as he stood. He hid his hands behind his back, looking at his feet as he softly spoke. “I'm sorry for acting like that...Growed up don't do that...” He murmured softly.
Roki saw something out of the corner of his eye and turned to see his bedroom door was still open. He quickly reached over and shut it, not wanting to scare Yuki. Over the last few days he had found out that for some reason his room scared the boy a tiny bit and he didn't want to do that first thing in the morning.
Turning back to Yuki he blushed lightly again and shyly kicked at the ground with his foot. “I um... Like may I ask you something? I asked Nana last night but she wasnt sure what I was talking about she said.”
He held his hand out, wanting to help the boy since it was his fault Yuki had been knocked to the floor. “See I have been very confused over somethings and I have had... um... like... I-I have had... Well...” He stuttered badly as his face darkened more, the feelings slowly starting up when he was talking about them.
Roki, being a bit scared that he was getting sick, shook his head and forced a weak smile, taking Yuki's hand and pulling him along behind him. “N-nevermind it's just a stupid question... You probably don't wanna hear it... It's weird...” He then began to drag the boy down the hall, heading for the school ground just outside the dorm room.

Massak lay there on his bed, he'd done a terrible thing. He told his brother he'd be fine, he lied, nothing was fine and everything was going downhill. His emotions and mental state was like a roller coaster, but a never ending drop. He couldn't get out of it and he'd told his brother he was going to be okay tonight, he wasn't. Yesterday wasn't as stressful as the other days but he hadn't done it then, the pressure had built up and become to much for him. No matter how much the boy didn't want to do it he did and he couldn't get out of the vicious cycle of doing it, the feeling he had to was there.

Memories from last night flooded his mind; blood, pain and anger all mixed together in a swirl of puzzling memories. He couldn't make sense of the emotions he felt last night before he cut. As the memories all flooded back he leaped up, it was 7 am and Pukak would come soon, he needed to hurry and clean the bathtub from blood. He rolled up his sleeves and grabbed a cloth before scrubbing out the bathtub, making sure every spot of blood was gone; if his brother found it he'd be so upset, as would his father if he came soon. His father had promised he'd come if he could, even Pukak had agreed to come see him.

Once the bathtub was clean he stood up and threw off his black pyjamas, ready to get dressed. He wasn't going to have a bath because that'd make his fresh cuts sting, they were still open and one still bleeding slightly. He took a small piece of toilet roll to dab up the blood so his brother would not see, he didn't want to disappoint him. Pukak had a lot of lessons today whereas Massak only had two, Geography and Biology so stressing out his brother wasn't a good idea.

After he'd put on his school clothes he sat on his bed and picked up his phone, he was going to text his father before Pukak arrived, that way he'd be ready to leave straight away.

"Hey, you still okay for meeting me today?"

He wrote, he didn't want to give away who's number this was. As the text started sending he put his phone on his bed and began to pack his bag, carefully placing his laptop in there too as well as his headphones, during his free time he was going to listen to music and practice his languages probably, or just watch a film. Whatever he decided to do he needed to bring the two things do he made sure they were packed.
"Can't forget this." Massak said as he looked towards his cap. He picked it up and looking in the mirror as he pressed it onto his head, no matter what the teachers said he wasn't about to take it off for anyone, he wanted it on. He wanted something to remind him of his father on, he always did.

Pukak tossed and turned in his sleep, he'd slept really well last night but didn't want to wake up. His alarm kept going on but he just groaned, it was a Friday and he was so busy today but he didn't care, he just wanted to sleep; until he remembered that he was going to school with Massak today and he was supposed to be there at 7am, that was the time now. He jumped up in excitement before turning off his alarm, remembering he'd get to see Nii Nii in a bit made him feel better.

He threw of his pyjamas and leaped into the shower, quickly washing himself before jumping out and grabbing a towel. He dried himself quickly and then went to the toilet before getting his school clothes on and picking up his scarf. Pukak was rushing around doing everything he needed to do, brushing his teeth whilst putting on his scarf then grabbing everything ready for school. He put his phone on his pocket and ran out of his dorm carrying his bag, he then quickly locked it before bagging on Massak's door.
"Nii Nii, are you ready? We have to go school now! Come on, Nii Nii!" He yelled through the door in a really happy voice. He didn't know what Massak did last night but he hoped he was okay, he didn't care what he did in a way but if he did do anything bad then he would just comfort him. He wouldn't be angry. "I'm really excited! Let's go~ Sorry I late though~!"

Massak couldn't help but think about the horrible thing he'd done last night, his mother would say its selfish but he didn't think so, it was just how he made things better for himself and other people didn't have to look or know. That's how he saw it, cutting was a personal matter and no matter what other people thought he would do it if he though he needed to.

"Nii Nii, are you ready? We have to go school now! Come on, Nii Nii!" Came a voice from the other side of the door. He knew it was Pukak, he was banging on the door but Massak didn't mind, his little brother was just excited. As he picked up his backpack the boy continued to yell from the other side of the door. "I'm really excited! Let's go~ Sorry I late though~!"
"Let's go then, Pukak." He said as he opened the door. The boy then gently closed the door behind him and locked it, walking slowly down the corridor holding his little brother's hand as he spoke to him. "I'll meet you in the garden at break."